In 1978 – I had a ‘death’ experience during a car crash. I found myself a ghost outside my car. I had a mystical experience in an undescrible light. When I woke up in recovery – I had retrograde amnesia which effected episodic memory of my past. I couldn’t remember family, friends or any person I had associated with in the past. In my search for memories – I started coming up with ‘future memories.’
I worked with psychologists with the memory problem and mentioned this oddity. To prove it – I asked them to bring a newspaper to the next meeting and to hold it up prior to our session. I thought about it and told them to bring three papers. One for each day leading to the meeting. I told them to hold up the papers one by one. No matter what – they had to promise to hold up the papers. I then asked for three envelopes and paper. I wrote down something in stuffed it inside. I then wrote down the three days leading up to my session on the outside. (Wednesday, Thursday and Friday.) I then told them they could hold onto the sealed envelopes and open them each after they held up the paper. It was an experiment for me just as much as it was for them. When Friday came – they held up the Wednesday edition first. They opened up the envelope and on Monday – I had written down the front page headline for that paper. They held up the Thursday paper and then opened the envelope. I had correctly written down the headline. Same thing for Friday. My Doctors were amazed and I wanted to know how I could tap into memories of my future but was blind to memories of my past. My Doctors had no answer. If they hadn’t held up the newspaper – I couldn’t write down the ‘future memory’ because it wouldn’t exist in my future. We tried the other way. They scheduled me for the next week and were going to hold up three papers again and this time – they would see if I could do it with the stack of papers in front of me without knowledge of the headlines in my future. (They trusted me not to cheat and peak at the papers. It was an experiment and I want answers just like them.) They asked me to write it down when it hit my mind in the ‘future memory’ mode. My mind was blank. They they said they were going to randomly select a paper to show me and asked me to write down the headline as soon as it hit me. I could control it. I wasn’t looking the future farther than what they told me to. As soon as they said they were going to show me one of the three papers – I wrote something down and kept it hidden. They selected a paper and turned it over the same time I put my piece of paper down. They both matched.
That was in 1978 and I conducted my own experiments left and right. Some people it would freak out. I told to Professors of all different kinds as well as politicians, lawyers and people of the clergy. I spoke to my Grandfather about it. It frightened many people and amazed many more.
My Grandfather was a Christian. My Grandmother was Native American. It had been decided when I was 12 to raise me in a Native American tradition free from the dogma of modern religion. I had no understanding of religion when I was 18 for that reason. My Grandfather felt the gift given to me was from God and because I was free from any outside influence. My Grandfather steered me in a direction with his own prayers as a guidance. It was decided that I should pick out a decade far in advance. He felt I should never profit from it. (I could pick out sports scores and winners of world series as well as Superbowl.) He felt a spiritual minded person would never us that gift for profit. That is why I had to pick out a decade for in advance and then bury my memories. I picked (with spiritual guidance)had the decade chosen for me between 2000 and 2010.
I didn’t control them. It was like sitting down in front of a microfilm station at the library. Some other ‘invisible hand’ pick and chose the headlines I was supposed to write down on paper. My Grandfather instructed me to take the 10 pages of headline predictions to elected officials in communities that had time capsules with the instructions they contained prophetic visions of the future. I could give the elected officials demonstrations to get them involved. I did in many communities. I took copies and we had them postmarked at the post office and then sealed up in a large envelope. They were not to be opened until the end 2010. I was instructed to forget them. My Grandfather felt if I knew the scores of football, baseball or boxing events – then when I got older – I might be tempted to bet on them. The decade of predictions included two presidential elections. My Grandfather felt I could profit from that as well. I was told that time had a way of helping us forget things.
It was hard to forget during a three year period because I kept having other ‘future memory’ episodes in spiritual visions aside and away from the news headlines. I would sit around and talk to friends my age about the prophetic visions.
Then – I forgot them. The last time I spoke about them was in 1988. I spoke about them often during that 10 year period.
Then 2000 came and I would read something in the paper and it would trigger recall. I totally freaked out the first time it happened. It would trigger recall of the conversations I had in the past about the event being in the paper in the future. When 2001 came and the news was all about the two buildings in New York – I totally freaked out. I could remember a conversation I had with friends in 1981 were everything was talked about as if it had just happened. I still had access to the headline news and it was like I was reading and seeing the news programs on TV back in 2001. My friends had fallen on the floor laughing at the prediction because they couldn’t believe a madman hiding out in Afghanistan had the power to bring America to it’s knees. I told them that is what the newspapers and news programs of the future were going to be broadcasting and printing. I bet them a $1 it would be in the news in the future. (I had three years experience by 1981 and the ‘visions’ had never been wrong.)
2002, 2003, 2004, and then 2005 came. Over and over again the sight of the newspaper or news program would trigger recall that I had a hand in writing down a spiritual prediction given to me in a vision. Over and over again they were coming true. When Rita and Katrina came – I was blown away. I had five years of predictions written down some where and they were coming out 100% accurate. I was trying to find my old friends. We had lost touch in 1984.
I finally got ahold of them in 2006 and they were stunned when I reminded them of our predictive conversation about 2001. It shocked them silly as well. They had forgotten about it. I asked them if they could remember that we had talk about events leading up to 2010. They did. I asked them if they could recall anything we had spoken about for 2007, 2008, 2009 or 2010. They couldn’t remember that far back.
My Grandfather had been right. Time has a way of creating sands of time and burying old memories.
Every year – I keep remembering the details after the fact. I have gotten used to it. (I dislike watching the news because it was always triggering recall of when I was reading a ‘mystical vision’ back when I was 18 about the event long before it happened.)
This year (2009) – the 1981 conversation and written prediction the events of the year were about an Afican American President – and the death of Micheal Jackson ‘death’ being looked at like a homicide. The triggered recall up to this year has only been brought back to the surface of my mind after the fact. In the last nine years – I haven’t been able to pull up a years predictions prior to the event. (I put spirit in charge of my memories and couldn’t have access to them unless it served the purpose of Spirit more so than my own.)
Last week – a memory associated with my conversations back in 1981 came back to mind – and it pertains to a spectacular event that is going to happen in 2010 sometime. I have idea of the exact date but when it happens – I don’t think anyone in this world can miss it. It is gigantic in proportion to all the other predictions.