Prophetic visions of the future.
I devoted another web blog to the specific memories of this event in my young life.
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Prophetic visions of the future.
I devoted another web blog to the specific memories of this event in my young life.
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After amnesia it took me a while to regain some slight recall to childhood abilities to have ‘flashes’ of future memory. On my 19th birthday, I had a relapse of memory loss. I woke up the day after my birthday to find a note on the side of my bed. It read: “In case of emergency or memory loss – call Grandpa.” The note had his telephone number written down. I had to make the call because my mind was like ‘Swiss Cheese’ again. I had a Doctor and a Supervisor who were aware of my status with the memory loss. I only recently started recalling memories of what took place during that time frame. (The year between my NDE at the age of 18 and my 19th birthday.)
After many of my mystical experiences in the past – I would refer to the ‘hounds’. It was a metaphorical expression and at the time I had a greater understanding of the deeper meaning. I recently encountered a new ‘howl’ from a hound and it sent me on a search for a scripture that supported this sort of thing in our day and age and modern world. Continue reading ““holy unto the dogs,””
I have recently been undergoing ‘memory recall.’ I woke up one morning at the age of 18 with retrograde amnesia and my entire personal history was gone. It was speculated that it was hidden behind a barrier in the subconscious. It was much like the fictional character “Jason Bourne” in the movie “Bourne Identity.” It was very much like the true life character of Doug Bruce in “Unknown White Male.” My Doctors told me that it was extremely rare – but – it was known to happen. Continue reading “Imaginary Playmate: Celestial Twin”
After my NDE’s as a child I would use my Grandfather as a sounding board to express the various concepts and deeper ideas concerning the inner nature of my spirit and soul. It was hard for me to find words or concepts to express the ‘pure mind’ of knowing that I radiated back to during my NDE (out of body) adventures into the light. There was the higher mind and there was the lower mind. My focus and attention would quickly adjust back to the material realm. Continue reading “Twin: Nous (Mind of Soul)”
After my NDE’s as a child – I would speak about the ‘twin concept’ to various adults. One of them asked around and came back with a reference to an ancient and extinct religion. Manichaeism. Continue reading “Twin: Syzygy (Syzygos)”
Back in 1980 – I had a ’soul mate’ who was shot and killed by a gunman. I was devastated because I felt she had been the ‘other half’ of my heart. Everyone around us felt we had a ‘Romeo and Juliet’ type of bond. I felt she was a part of my own soul. After she died – her spirit kept coming to me in dreams. I didn’t know how to respond to the ‘vivid’ night dreams where she still seemed alive to me. Of course when I woke up – I was still dealing with the grief of her loss. Many felt I would pull a Romeo move – and wouldn’t have long to live. I didn’t want to live and if her spirit hadn’t came to me so vividly in dreams, I would have lost the will to live. Continue reading “Ode to a Twin Soul: Stargazer”
In the last few years, the theme and concept of ‘soul mates’ (soul connections) and the ‘twin soul’ aspect has resurfaced and returned to my conscious mind. In the two decades prior to that it hasn’t been something I cared to follow or think about, one way or the other. I was sort of shocked to discover it was a theme I closely followed when I was a very young adult. It all came about when a girlfriend was murdered. Continue reading “True love: Lessons Learned”
I have heard this statement so many times in my life. It never has made sense to me and my mind. Then again, I think I experienced a slight ‘end of the world’ scenario when I had my young ‘adult near-death’ episode. Continue reading “End of the World (……..again)”