“Did my friends say anything about seeing me naked for awhile, you know, while I was passed out?”
I woke up in a hospital bed with a nurse attending to some charts off to the side. There were tubes and wires hooked up to me. I had a tube stuck in my chest and it was hooked up to a machine making breathing sounds. I had a tube running to my nose with oxygen. I had an IV hooked up to my arm. I had some sort of electrodes attached to my chest. Read More »
The paramedic not having sight of my spirit explained why he ran right through me leaving a ‘whooshing’ sound when he passed through me.
Visit from Paramedic After ER
The next day at the hospital the paramedic who had been on the scene visited me while I was recovering from the surgery. He asked if I could recall meeting him during the medical crisis. He was out of uniform when he visited me so I didn’t recognize him at first. I was still upset when I thought of him. He had taken so long to put the oxygen mask on my lifeless body and in my mind of thinking — this prolonged the amount of time I had endure the physical pain.
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One of the first questions asked when I started talking about the NDE with my friends was, “How can you see and hear if you had no brain?”
The police had intimidated me at the hospital with their talk of foul play, murder, devil and homicide. My friends had been waiting at the hospital for me to recover from the surgery which repaired the collapsed lung. I didn’t want to see my friends at the hospital because I wasintimidated about the fact I had died and they had witnessed it. I wasn’t used to having people on the scene during one of my NDE’s in childhood. I sent word to them that I would be home in a few days and I would talk to them then.
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My prayer was heard instantly and the “dark critters” (monsters) looked up and over my shoulder with a startled look in their eyes.
I never got around to giving a full testimony to all the guys about what I had sight of during that 14 minute interval from when I left the physical body to when I left the scene and went into the light. I was trying to respect the belief and ‘disbelief’ of their own minds when it came to spiritual and religious matters. I was not a religious person and everyone knew this. I was sort of an ‘anti-church’ person. My NDE’s had led me to have a direct relationship with spirit. I had studied religion and church and felt there was too much politics involved. It made my friends nervous when I spoke of having sight of them ‘feeding’ their monsters prior to me departing my physical body
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You can lie to yourself. You can lie to others — but you can’t lie to me and you surely can’t lie to the one who created the breath you are when your not inside a body.
I had started noticing the flow of love from the hearts of my friends prior to when my close friend came back into the room. His outpouring of love in the moment of his grief washed over me like a flood. This was a subject I had been trying to talk about with my friends. I was the Manager of a halfway house for the homeless. My young friends were residents between the ages of 18 and 24. Young men with their lives ahead of them, yet they were caught up in their worldly resentments creating a mental blockage. Read More »
I told them the story of how I felt I had heard a ‘divine voice’ that indicated it was our destiny to meet one way or another.
Sunset in Waikiki
My NDE happened in July of 1988. A year prior in July of 1987 I was on a plane bound for the island of Oahu. I had been involved in a political situation that led to a possible lawsuit. I walked away from it all to sit and watch a sunset on the island. It was a metaphorical approach to my 1978 NDE. I wanted to spend the day with the ‘spirit of Creation’ (aka God) and watch the light of this world disappear beyond the horizon. Read More »
When I was around 9 years old, I had a discussion with my Grandmother about the “twin” concept. During my NDE’s, I would recieve insights and knowledge concerning an ancient teacher who had lived in the past. The ‘spirit guides’ would reference him as far as spiritual knowledge being left behind in the world. I knew this man as “Yeshua.” I was confused when people told me it sounded like I was talking about someone they knew of as Jesus. Read More »
Twin Spirit & NDE
The subject of a ‘spiritual twin’ came up immediately after my 1978 NDE. Not through my testimony of the NDE to others, but by family members. I was dealing with the side effect of ‘amnesia’ due to the childhood medical condition. My Doctors prescription was to interview family members and listen to their stories of my childhood in an effort to trigger my own recall and memories. My Mother told me, “The first words out of your mouth were – ‘where is my twin?” Read More »
After my NDE at the age of 18 in 1978 — I spoke with my Mother about her memories of me as a child. She told me the first words out of my mouth were, “Where is my twin?” Read More »
A poem I feel describes the ‘no-mind’ concept derived from the state of awareness that comes from a ‘near-death’ or ‘death’ experiences. Read More »