1988 NDE: Sight of Love 5

Love

I had started notic­ing the flow of love from the hearts of my friends prior to when my close friend came back into the room.  His out­pour­ing of love in the moment of his grief washed over me like a flood.  This was a sub­ject I had been try­ing to talk about with my friends.  I was the Man­ager of a halfway house for the home­less.  My young friends were res­i­dents between the ages of 18 and 24.  Young men with their lives ahead of them, yet they were caught up in their worldly resent­ments cre­at­ing a men­tal blockage.

Prior to my 1988 NDE — I had been work­ing on the under­stand­ing I had received from my expe­ri­ences in the after­math of my 1978 NDE.   I felt there was a shadow body and mind (0f the flesh) and there was a light body and mind (of the spirit.)   In the heart of the spirit and soul — there was a divine flow of love regard­less of the men­tal atti­tude within the phys­i­cal mind.  I felt you could get lost from the sight of your soul — but your soul was never lost from the sight of the ‘divine love of cre­ation.’  When I saw the out­pour­ing of love hid­den away in the hearts of my friends I felt it was con­for­ma­tion of the many pri­vate talks I had with my friends prior to my ‘death expe­ri­ence’ where my phys­i­cal body was lay­ing on the ground.  When I got back inside my body again — I told my friends,

“You can lie to your­self.  You can lie to oth­ers — but you can’t lie to me and you surely can’t lie to the one who cre­ated the breath you are when your not inside a body.”

I told them that on the other side — love wasn’t some­thing you could keep hid­den away inside your­self.  It was some­thing you could see, hear, taste, feel and touch.   It was like a ‘six sense’ per­cep­tion that came alive and had a life all its own.  I told them that love was the life force that flowed through the veins of our Cre­ator.  It was a nat­ural inher­i­tance we received in the heart of our souls and spir­its.  You couldn’t deny your­self that feel­ing on the other side.

Denial

I learned after­wards that the word ‘love’ is a tricky word when it comes to the younger minds.  (The 18 to 24 y/0’s that I was deal­ing with.)  I didn’t have any worldly aspect in mind and the word “Love” was the clos­est thing that seemed to repli­cate the total feel­ing embraced on the other side dur­ing the NDE.  Human words actu­ally pale in com­par­i­son to the feel­ing that comes from the source of our inner cre­ation.  I felt the young minds were too con­cerned about love between humans in a spir­i­tual con­text being con­fused with the wrong sort of love.   I told one friend,

“On the other side — it  is never wrong to love some­one when it comes from your heart.  On the other side, it is wrong NOT to love some­one from your heart.”  

Last Mes­sage

One of the last mes­sages the spir­i­tual escort that accom­pa­nied me back from the light gave to me prior to my spirit embody­ing the phys­i­cal again was to help remind oth­ers of the Love or our Divine Cre­ator.  The way the mes­sage was given to me was odd and unusual com­pared to all my expe­ri­ences with the ‘divine spir­its’ dur­ing my pre­vi­ous near death expe­ri­ences.  I wasn’t used to them speak­ing to me in ‘plain Eng­lish.’  The spirit guides would always con­verse using what I called the ‘lan­guage of home.’  I would always have to plead for them to speak words in Eng­lish for the sake of my human mind.  If I wanted to bring cer­tain knowl­edge back into the world with me — I was ask­ing for them to give me an Eng­lish trans­la­tion.  It was very, very hard to get them to budge and give me Eng­lish words.   So — it was shock­ing when I was about to get into the body and the ‘spirit escort’ called out to me and stated this in plain Eng­lish.  I just laughed.  I had spent a decade try­ing to find a bet­ter word than ‘l-o-v-e’ when it comes to divine feel­ing that Cre­ator has for us as children.

So this was the mes­sage I tried to pass on to my friends.  The One who cre­ated the life of us — the breath within — the soul hid­den, the heart eter­nal — always has a love for us when we are caught up in the blind­ness and deaf­ness of this world.   It is up to us to search for it within our own selves.

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