Muse of a Mystic Child

When I woke up one morning in my 18th year with amnesia - my family told me about the mysterious nature of my medical condtion in childhood.  I had many family members telling me about the time they saw me 'die' and come back to life.  My Dad was the one who sat me down and tried to explain the severe nature of my 'heart condition' that led me to the edge of this world and had me peeking to the world beyond.  I couldn't remember the details of those childhood adventures into the light.  I could recall the 'near death' like experience I had in a car crash.  Over the years - slight memories would return from time to time - then fade back into the subconscious memory files.   The following pages and articles deal with the slight indication of the mysteries hidden in my childhood as told to me by various family members.  (*Note - I will be filling in the adult entries prior to completing the childhood section.)