Deb Talor
I was surrounded by a majestic light, and felt its excellence and solace.
Near Death Experience
My name is Debbie, and I would like to tell you about the day that changed my
life forever. It was a Friday, July 19, 2002, the day I died.
Although it's been well over one year, it's as though it happened just
yesterday. I remember every detail vividly. What I experienced on that day in
July is now part of me. It is something I will carry with me always.
My day started off just like any other. I got up at 6:30 a.m. and got ready to
go to work. At 7:00 a.m. I got my daughter up and ready for a fine arts camp she
attended. I only worked half a day because my daughter was performing in a
musical. After her musical, we all went out to eat, and then my husband,
daughter and I went home. It was at home, that night, that something happened to
me. I was told by my husband after a blackout period that I had gone into
respiratory arrest twice within a 20-minute time frame.
When I died and crossed over, I was completely unaware of it, and had no memory
of my life or family on Earth. I was surrounded by a majestic light, and felt
its excellence and solace. I was surrounded by hundreds of people, and we were
all standing in lines. While I refer to them as "people," as that is what I
perceived them to be and considered this one female and that one male as in the
physical sense of those designations, they did not seem to have physical bodies,
but rather more like an undefined presence that was just…there.
The comfort I once felt from the Light immediately turned to that of wrath. I
felt God's wrath! You see, the Light is God. I then realized that I was standing
before God in Judgment. I was standing in one of many lines, and these lines
were moving, yet I was not walking. All of a sudden, the line I was in stopped.
I was standing before the throne of judgment. As I knelt before God, I felt his
fury. It was at that point I knew I was damned. As I lifted my head and looked
over, I saw myself at five years old and my sister when she was six. We were
bigger than life. I held my head in shame as I saw myself being evil to my
sister. At that point, I felt humiliated beyond belief. I couldn't handle the
pain, and begged for it to stop. The pain I felt stopped, but immediately
started again with more fury. You see, I was no longer feeling my pain and
humiliation; it was all turned around to where I felt my sister's pain. I had a
taste of hell. I was begging for the pain to stop, but it wouldn't. Her pain
that I felt was so profound, I would have given anything for it to stop!
Thankfully, the pain stopped and the line started moving again, but I knew I
wasn't going to Heaven. In fact, I had been given a preview of what was in store
for me and that was Hell! I was crying, and full of terror. I was going to hell,
something I feared my whole life. Then all of a sudden my line stopped again. I
understood by the Light that I would be going "back" (at the time I didn't know
where "back" was), but I would not be going alone. I further understood that I
would be carrying my sister's pain with me until my death on Earth. I understood
that not only would I feel her pain every day, but that it would serve as a
constant reminder of how what I say to a person can really hurt them. I assure
you, I feel her pain each and every day.
It took me months to tell my husband about my experience. In fact, to this day
it is still hard for me to talk about it. But I assure you it has changed my
life for the better! For the first time in my life I have felt amazing. I was
able to let go of my past, and now feel no pain. I want to tell the world about
my experience, and how it has changed me! I am finally free, free to love and
free to be me!!
Deborah A. Talor
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One most extraordinary aspect of NDE's is that the underlying pattern seems unaffected by a person's culture or belief system, religion, race, education, or any other known variable, although the way in which the NDE is described varies according to the person's background and vocabulary. There is no evidence that the type of experience is related to whether the person is conventionally religious or not, or has lived a "good" or "bad" life according to his/her society's standards (although an NDE often strongly affects how life is lived after the experience).
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